I am confused I finally have what I want my freedom, but awoken from a nightmare where I could not find my former partner. I want to be left alone and everyone else disappear. If I can just figure out if my life is better with him or without. The last 3 weeks I felt so much happiness I laughed and danced and even drank some cold white wine with my friends. I didn't have to look at the clock as to when I had to be home. I didn't have to be thinking of lies to say where I was. And yet I miss his sense of humor his snoring and his yelling at his sports. I know I can survive without him but I m just hesitating on whether in my heart I want to be without him.
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