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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

A Beginning

I want to free myself and start my world all over . I'm 51 yrs old. My two sons still live with me at home . Fly little birds fly! I look around and my life seems to be a total soap opera, something I never ever wanted. Change is scary but its what I need. I want to be smiling and laughing again not looking over my shoulder to see who is looking. I want to love the man that I do and not to be critized for my choice and his lifestyle. I want to let go of the relationship I have been involved with for 19 long and stressful years and not hurt this person. Life is getting shorter and my time is running out how I pray that I have the strength and courage to free myself of all my fears and short comings of my life.

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